I'm 14. I've been through a lot. I'm a cutter. I'm self-diagnosed with depression. I'm FAT. And I'm not over exaggerating.I weigh 200lbs. I starve myself every other day. I've been in this "dark place" for over 6 months. I'm not Happy. I don't remember the last time I've smiled and actually meant it. A smile can hide a lot. I don't want to be like this. But don't know how to ask for help. My life is a mess.I'm falling apart..day by day.